Finally free of your grasp
Free of the mental leash
Finally cut off
Afraid to hurt your heart as so many did before
But your lust showed me the reason they all left you alone
Addictions grew with each passing second
Going crazy next to you
I knew I didn't want this
But you desperately tried to fight it
I gave you what you wanted
And hurt myself instead
Your presence is not welcoming
My brain cells going dead
Mocking the long process
Of recovery I've done
I've finished with the nonsense
And the fucking shit you said
I hope you know my mind is clear
Not a single tear will shed
A little silver star shinning bright
in the inky purple dark of the night.
Through strife and storm we look to you
for above all else you'll pull through.
With friendship and love you stand here
and by our hearts you'll be forever near.
Love shall build the world or bring it down
Live in it with faith that love shall grow.
In a white little room is where she waits,
With bright delicate roses in a pile just for you.
She planned for so long for this moment to come,
To finally express her love and care.
The moment you walk through the door, the smile on her face.
Blown away with a cold stare
And red petals scatter with a loud voice.
Sharp curved thorns are all that remain
And a girl who won't let them go.